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“Suddenly a violent storm came up on the sea, so that the boat was being swamped by waves; but Jesus was asleep. The disciples woke him, saying, ‘Lord, save us! We are perishing!’ … Then he got up, rebuked the winds and the sea, and there was great calm” (Matthew 8: 23-27).

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We’ve all cried out to God in distress like the disciples in today’s Gospel. And more often than not it seems like Jesus is asleep. But we must remember that our cries always awaken him.

In that sense, I’d say our prayer lives can be likened to a stoplight.

Sometimes we ask for something and it’s granted immediately. For example, we lose our keys… pray to Saint Anthony… and “poof!” there they are.

A green light.

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Most often, however, we live our lives in the yellow.

We’ve all spent some days or nights on our knees, tears flowing down our cheeks, begging God for help. Anyone who’s followed the Lord long enough knows that most of these prayers are answered.

It just takes a good amount of patience.

After all, that tension of praying for something – and hoping it will be granted – is where most of our spiritual growth happens.

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Then there’s the red light.

These are prayers that are simply not answered the way we had hoped. For example, I prayed for many nights that my mother would be cured from cancer. “She’s dying, Lord! Save her!”

I cried out.

A red light.

But even when the red lights come, we must remember the words of Saint Paul:

“All things (even red lights) work for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose” (Romans 8:28).

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We’ve all made different commitments in life and sometimes they’re quite demanding.

For example, I just spent a week at the beach with my family and watched the commitment it took for my brother and his wife to care for their two year old and four month old daughters.

It meant being up at 3AM warming another bottle, staying inside while others went to the beach, listening to The Wheels on the Bus for the hundredth time, and patiently trying to convince a two year old to wear sunscreen and a hat before going outside.

But if I asked them, is it worth it being a husband, a wife, a parent? Without hesitation, they’d give a resounding, “YES!”

Many of you have made the same commitment to marriage and family. But think of the other commitments that also shape our lives.

You’re a grandparent, a marine, a recovering addict, a college student, a volunteer, a politician, a musician, a sports fanatic, a young professional climbing the company ladder.

These commitments demand huge amounts of our time – they really define our lives – and we allow that because they give us a sense of meaning and purpose.

But there’s one commitment, in particular, that we all must make: a deep, daily commitment to the Lord.

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That’s much easier said than done. 

As G.K. Chesterton once said, “It’s not that Christianity has been tried and found wanting. Rather, it’s been found difficult and therefore never tried.”

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Why is that? Why is it so hard to follow the Lord?

Jesus wants to be number one.

Among the many commitments that shape our lives – marriage, family, friends, work, sports, leisure and so on – Jesus insists upon consistently coming out on top. 

Such a demand requires, at times, a good amount of sacrifice.

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In the Gospel, Jesus encounters several people who want to follow him. “I will follow you, Lord,” one says, “but let me go first and bury my father.”

“I will follow you, Lord,” another says, “but first let me say farewell to my family at home.”

Two excuses that are unacceptable to the Lord. It’s now or never.

Though Jesus seems strict – too strict, perhaps – his point is clear: he doesn’t want to take second place in our lives.

He must be first. 

Anyone who makes excuses as to why they cannot follow him, Jesus says, “is unfit for the kingdom of God.”

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But how many of us – myself included – make excuses as to why we cannot do the Lord’s will? 

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By doing the Lord’s will, I mean being present at Mass, having concrete involvement with the poor, praying daily, being active in charity, practicing generosity, forgiving those who wrong us, and having some involvement in ministry.

How many of us have said, “I’m too busy. I’m too tired. I’ll do it tomorrow. I’m afraid to fail. I’m unworthy. I’m weak.”

These are all simply excuses that drop the Lord from first to second place in our lives. It’s only when we fall in love with Jesus that he regains his place of honor.

Loving the Lord makes doing his will sweet, pleasing, and at times, even easy. Perhaps that’s the real challenge for us – falling in love with the Lord.

We live in a world that’s filled with distractions and other commitments where time is of the essence, but being present here today is a sign of our love for Jesus.

Perhaps the question for us to ponder this week is: How we can we love the Lord a little more?

Where is he drawing us deeper or inviting us to follow him?

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Let us pray. “Lord, we have so many different commitments in our lives, so many demands placed upon our time. Help us to love you above all else. Amen.”

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“On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said, ‘Peace be with you.’ And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said, ‘Receive the Holy Spirit.” (John 20:19-23)

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The Holy Spirit is mysterious like the wind – invisible, but everywhere. We can feel the Spirit, we can see its effects, but we just can’t see what the Spirit looks like. That’s why we use images to represent him.

In the Gospels, for example, the Spirit is represented by a dove – gentle, peaceful.

But in the Acts of the Apostles, the Spirit is represented by tongues of fire.

The Irish bring the two together and depict the Holy Spirit as a goose – because that’s a bird with fire in its belly.

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Geese are wild, feisty animals that wander wherever they will.

If you try to contain them, they’ll bite you! Your only warning is that loud, jarring honk!

We’ve all heard it – “Honk! Honk! Honk!”

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Like a wild goose, the Holy Spirit moves wherever he wills. And when he “bites,” you know it! 

Whoever has a heart open to the Holy Spirit has felt the difference, because they become like the God they represent – peaceful, and at times jarring, noisy, protective, passionate and courageous. Honk! Honk!

Impossible to ignore.

Think of Mother Teresa, who left her home and her family, dedicating her entire life to the poorest of the poor – bandaging their wounds, washing their feet, giving the sick and homeless a place to die.

She became so poor at one point she wrote in her diary, “I have nothing. Not even the consolation of God.”

And yet she got up every morning and continued the work she was called to do.

Or Jean Vanier, a renowned university professor, who left his teaching position in order to start a home for the mentally disabled.

He spent the rest of his life loving and learning from them. As he once said, “Their weakness brings out my strength.”

Or Dorothy Day, a journalist and social activist, who lived above a soup kitchen in New York City while fighting for human equality.

These – our peers – had the Holy Spirit within them. They had fire in their bellies.

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Like Jean Vanier and Dorothy Day, anyone who’s been baptized has received the Holy Spirit. 

But do we have the same fire in our bellies? Are we active in living out our Christian faith?

Or, like the disciples in today’s Gospel, are we still waiting to be sent?

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This was a period of hard transition for the disciples. They’d experienced Jesus’ death and resurrection, but they were still afraid of the future. They needed Jesus to send his Spirit.

And today he does. 

“Peace be with you,” he says. “As the Father has sent me, so I send you.”

The mission is clear.

The disciples must leave that locked inner room in Jerusalem, face their peers, and preach the Gospel to the ends of the earth.

They were like us – at times afraid, weak and limited in their strengths…But I’d say they did a pretty good job, no?

Their work was only be possible because of the strength given them by that wild goose, the Holy Spirit.

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The same is true for us. Whenever we open our hearts to the Holy Spirit, something new – something bold – happens. 

Maybe our heart softens, allowing us to forgive a family member or a friend we once loved.

Maybe we part with some of our prized possessions and give them to the poor. 

Maybe we show up for ALPHA – an eleven-week faith-based program we’ll be running in the parish in the fall.

Maybe we take a bigger risk for God – embarking on a faith-centered career, spending time as a missionary, or getting involved in homeless outreach or prison ministry. 

The possibilities are endless. But the experience is the same. Whenever the Spirit “bites,” we’re moved beyond our comfort zones, into the world around us.

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This is the message of Pentecost. The Holy Spirit is our Advocate, the one sent to reawaken our hearts to the original message of Jesus:

… a message that challenges us to be reconciled with one another; that urges us to part with our ego, to work for peace, to be generous, to love and serve the weakest among us.

As Dorothy Day wrote while living above that soup kitchen in New York, “Christians are commanded to live in a way that doesn’t make sense — like priesthood —unless God exists.”

Do we live that way, like our life doesn’t make sense…unless God exists?

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Come, Holy Spirit, fill the hearts of your faithful, enkindle in us the fire of your love… And you shall renew the face of the earth.