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“Jesus made the disciples get into a boat, and when he had taken leave of them, he went off to the mountain to pray” (Mark 6:45-46).

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This is the first time that the disciples are without Jesus. And what happens?

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Disaster strikes!

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While they’re in a boat crossing the Sea of Galilee, a major storm hits – one large enough to cause even professional fishermen to fear they’re drowning!

Meanwhile, Jesus tries passing them by – as if nothing wrong is happening. 

Still, they see him, mistaking him for a ghost.

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Was this a test?

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Perhaps.

Keep in mind, the disciples just witnessed Jesus feed five thousand people with only five loaves of bread and two fish. 

If he can perform a miracle like that, then why would they fear for their own safety? Shouldn’t they trust in him?

We’d casually say, “Of course.” And yet, “their hearts were hardened.” 

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Like the disciples, there are times in our lives when it feels like the waves are overwhelming. We’re drowning in debt; we’re drowning in grief, doubt, or sorrow.

But if Jesus has led us this far in life, then why would he abandon us now?

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“Take courage,” the Lord says. “do not be afraid. It is I.” 

Whenever life causes us to lose our balance – like fishermen staggering on a boat – we must trust that the Lord is near.

He has the power to calm the storm – and he will – but sometimes we must wait in patience. 

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“Then, taking the five loaves and the two fish and looking up to heaven,
he said the blessing, broke the loaves, and gave them to his disciples to set before the people. They all ate and were satisfied.” (Mark 6:42-44)

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The multiplication of the loaves is the only miracle recorded in all four Gospels.

Why was it so memorable? 

Jesus did many other things worthy of being told. He raised Lazarus from the dead; he healed the blind, the deaf, the sick, and the lame. 

John even concludes his Gospel with the words:

“There are many other things that Jesus did, but if these were to be described individually, I do not think the whole world would contain the books that would be written” (John 21:25).

Why, then, is the multiplication of the loaves so important?

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It isn’t because Jesus multiplies bread.

Rather, this miracle points towards the greatest miracle of all.

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At the Last Supper, Jesus becomes the bread. 

In his words, “Take this, all of you, and eat of it. For this is my body which will be given up for you. Do this in memory of me.” 

Then Jesus takes the bread, breaks it, and feeds his disciples with it.

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In a sense, that’s what marriage, priesthood, and friendship are all about– learning how to become like broken bread – nourishing, available to all.

Whenever we give ourselves away for the sake of another, we repeat those words of Christ: “This is my body… given up for you.”

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Imagine if all five thousand people fed by Jesus that day asked themselves that question: 

How might I offer myself for the good of another, like broken bread?

And imagine if we did the same.

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Happy New Year!

It’s hard to believe we’re already five days in to 2020.

If we take a moment to reflect upon 2019, I’m sure most of us can say the year was a mixed bag. There were days we’d love to repeat, days we’d rather erase, and lots of days in between.

You might say we experienced both light and darkness.

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For example, remember how the world stood still on April 15^th as we watched Notre Dame Cathedral in Paris nearly burn to the ground.

It was a moment of great sadness; a moment of darkness.

Then in August we saw Hurricane Dorian, one of the most powerful storms on record, destroy entire towns in the Bahamas.

Many residents there remain in darkness.

Then in October, Americans witnessed the trial of Amber Guyger, who was found guilty of shooting an innocent man.

You may remember, she was an off-duty police officer who walked into the wrong apartment after work. Thinking she saw an intruder, she shot a man sitting on his own couch.

The victim’s brother was present at the heartbreaking trial.

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In 2019 we experienced darkness.

We witnessed churches burning, storms brewing, and innocent lives being taken. Dark moments for ordinary people like us. 

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But wherever there is darkness, light can appear.

Herein lies the lesson for us.

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The story of Notre Dame reminded us that the Church is not a physical building. 

As hard as it was to see a house of worship engulfed in flames, we were reminded then and now that we – not a building – are the real body of Christ.

And after Hurricane Dorian, hundreds of people risked their lives to save others, often people they’d never met. In the face of disaster, ordinary people became the light to those who sat in darkness.

And after Amber Guyger was found guilty, the victim’s brother asked if he could hug her before she was led off to prison.

That embrace showed us in the most concrete terms the real power of forgiveness.

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Throughout 2019, ordinary men and women stood up and said, “The darkness will not overcome us. We will be part of the solution. We choose to be light.”

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The same battle between darkness and light occurs in the Gospel.

King Herod is trying to kill the infant Jesus. A moment of real darkness.

Meanwhile the magi are seeking to worship Christ.

After the magi find him, they share what they’ve learned with others, the truth that God has come to save us, people of every race, and tongue, and nation.

The darkness has not overcome us. Evil has not won. Love is victorious.

There’s only one caveat.

As the magi realize, we’re all caught up in this divine plan of bringing light to others, meaning each of us is invited to worship Christ, and then share his light with others.

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We may not find ourselves in a courtroom embracing a guilty party or volunteering for disaster relief in 2020.

But if 2019 has taught us anything, it’s the truth that we can be light in the face of darkness – good in response to evil.

As Saint Francis of Assisi often prayed, “Lord, make me an instrument of your peace. Where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is despair, let me bring hope; where there is darkness, let me bring light.”

How we will follow in the footsteps of those who’ve gone before us remains to be seen.

But the message is clear. In the words of Jesus, “You are the light of the world.”

Shine bright in 2020.