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Gospel: Mark 10: 17-30
As Jesus was setting out on a journey, a man ran up,
knelt down before him, and asked him,
“Good teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?”
Jesus answered him, “Why do you call me good?
No one is good but God alone.
You know the commandments: You shall not kill;
you shall not commit adultery;
you shall not steal;
you shall not bear false witness;
you shall not defraud;
honor your father and your mother.”
He replied and said to him,
“Teacher, all of these I have observed from my youth.”
Jesus, looking at him, loved him and said to him,
“You are lacking in one thing.
Go, sell what you have, and give to the poor
and you will have treasure in heaven; then come, follow me.”
At that statement his face fell,
and he went away sad, for he had many possessions.
Jesus looked around and said to his disciples,
“How hard it is for those who have wealth
to enter the kingdom of God!”
The disciples were amazed at his words.
So Jesus again said to them in reply,
“Children, how hard it is to enter the kingdom of God!
It is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle
than for one who is rich to enter the kingdom of God.”
They were exceedingly astonished and said among themselves,
“Then who can be saved?”
Jesus looked at them and said,
“For human beings it is impossible, but not for God.
All things are possible for God.”
Peter began to say to him,
“We have given up everything and followed you.”
Jesus said, “Amen, I say to you,
there is no one who has given up house or brothers or sisters
or mother or father or children or lands
for my sake and for the sake of the gospel
who will not receive a hundred times more now in this present age:
houses and brothers and sisters
and mothers and children and lands,
with persecutions, and eternal life in the age to come.”
The Gospel of the Lord.
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Did you ever hear the story of the two monks?
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One was an elderly man revered for his wisdom. The other was a novice, having joined the monastery only a few months ago.
One day the older monk asked the novice to accompany him into town, because he needed several items from the marketplace.
On their way home, they encountered a beautiful young woman struggling to cross a river, so they carried her across.
Later that night back at the monastery, the novice began telling his friends about the young woman he’d met earlier in the day.
Turning to the elderly monk, he says, “You’ve never seen anyone so beautiful, right?”
“Who do you mean?” the monk replied.
“You know, the gal down by the river!”
Pulling the novice aside, he says, “I left her at the river. It seems you’re still carrying her in your heart.”
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There’s something incredibly human about that to me. Think about how often we carry something extra in our heart – relationships, thoughts, and feelings – which are better left at the river.
We find two examples of this in today’s Gospel – two men are so close to following Jesus, but are each carrying something extra – and unnecessary – in their heart.
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Peter, for example, tells Jesus that he’s left everything to follow him. On the surface, that’s true: he has left his home, his family, and his job.
But like that young monk, Peter is carrying something extra in his heart.
Just a few verses earlier, Jesus catches him arguing with the other disciples about who is the “greatest,” a sign that Peter needs to leave his pride – and false presumptions of “greatness” – at the river.
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Then there’s the rich young man…. He embodies several qualities Jesus is looking for: he’s zealous; law-abiding; soul searching.
In spite of his wealth and his power, he remains unsatisfied with the world, and he believes Jesus may satisfy him.
As the Gospel describes, he runs up to Jesus, kneels at his feet, tells him how hard he’s tried to understand God’s will for him, then he pops the question:
“Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?”…In a sense, what do I need to leave at the river?
“Go, sell what you have and give to the poor, then come follow me,” Jesus says. But the rich young man walks away sad, “for he had many possessions.”
It’s easy to think of him as someone simply attracted to his wealth. While money cannot make us happy, it does make us comfortable.
But was this the only reason why he couldn’t follow Jesus? Or is there more to his story? Is there something else he needs to leave at the river?
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Perhaps he was also afraid.
It’s one thing to part with your possessions. You can give them away, work hard, and earn them right back.
It’s another thing to part with your future; to allow God to shape it. That requires a huge leap of faith, which was too big an ask for this young man. It’s a fear many young people may struggle with. What will happen to me if I let go and let God?
Jesus had a plan for him, but this young man never finds out. He walks away wealthy, but sad. Peter, on the other hand, never gives up – and becomes the rock of the Church.
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What is one thing that I may need to leave at the river in order to follow Jesus?
Maybe it’s my pride like Peter. Maybe I’m afraid of getting too close to the Lord like the rich young man. Or maybe it’s an unhealthy thought, feeling, or habit.
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Whatever burdens us, may we leave it at the river, and follow Jesus into life in abundance.
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