As Jesus got into a boat, his disciples followed him. Suddenly a violent storm came up on the sea, so that the boat was being swamped by waves; but he was asleep. They came and woke him, saying, “Lord, save us! We are perishing!” He said to them, “Why are you terrified, O you of little faith?” Then he got up, rebuked the winds and the sea, and there was great calm. The men were amazed and said, “What sort of man is this, whom even the winds and the sea obey?”
The Gospel of the Lord.
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This is the only moment in the Gospels where Jesus is found sleeping.
Surely, he slept most nights. He lived long days. He was human. Naturally, he’d go to sleep at dusk and rise at dawn like any one of us.
So, why would Matthew insist on telling us that Jesus fell asleep on that night, as opposed to any other night?
Because he fell asleep in the middle of a storm – and not just any storm, but one so strong it terrified the disciples! Keep in mind, these men were professional fishermen. They were used to choppy waters… just not a storm this size.
Imagine them staggering like drunkards, struggling to find their balance on the boat… meanwhile, Jesus is asleep on a cushion.
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These are risky questions, but we must ask them:
What if Jesus fell asleep knowing that storm was coming?
What if the disciples were right where God wanted them to be – stumbling in the darkness, holding on for dear life?
What if this was all a test?
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Can’t we easily extend this imagery of drowning to our own world today – a world with mass shootings, cancer, mental illness, isolation, grinding jobs, and so on?
We know what it feels like to be one of the disciples. We know what it feels like to have a sinking feeling in our stomach, wondering if we’re going to drown.
And while our prayers can – and do – awaken a sleeping Jesus, perhaps the deeper invitation in today’s Gospel is to sit with that image of the disciples drifting in the storm… trying to find comfort – not in awakening the Lord – but simply knowing that he is there.
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“Be still and know that I am God,” the Psalmist says. In time, every storm will pass. Until then, know that you shall not drown; asleep or not, God is with you.
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When Jesus saw a crowd around him, he gave orders to cross to the other shore. A scribe approached and said to him, “Teacher, I will follow you wherever you go.” Jesus answered him, “Foxes have dens and birds of the sky have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to rest his head.” Another of his disciples said to him, “Lord, let me go first and bury my father.” But Jesus answered him, “Follow me, and let the dead bury their dead.”
The Gospel of the Lord.
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Saint Augustine is one of the most important theologians the Church has ever known. Once he converted to Catholicism, he proclaimed the Gospel with exceptional clarity and depth.
But prior to his conversion, he lived a storied life. Augustine was known for having many guilty pleasures, one being his love for women.
Around the time of his conversion, he’s famously quoted for saying, “Lord, make me celibate… Just not yet.”
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Augustine knew what was right; he wanted to do the Lord’s will…
… Just not yet.
The same is true for one of the figures in today’s Gospel. “Lord,” this person says, “I will follow you wherever you go…But let me first go and bury my father.”
“Follow me, and let the dead bury their dead,” Jesus says.
Meaning, stop making excuses. You know what is right. Follow me…now.
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In what ways do I make excuses to avoid doing the Lord’s will?
Maybe I’ve put off forgiving someone. I’ve clung to a habit a day too long. I’ve neglected to be charitable, honest, or prayerful.
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“Follow me,” the Lord says.
Not tomorrow.
Today.
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When the days for Jesus’ being taken up were fulfilled, he resolutely determined to journey to Jerusalem, and he sent messengers ahead of him. On the way they entered a Samaritan village to prepare for his reception there, but they would not welcome him because the destination of his journey was Jerusalem. When the disciples James and John saw this they asked, “Lord, do you want us to call down fire from heaven to consume them?” Jesus turned and rebuked them, and they journeyed to another village.
As they were proceeding on their journey someone said to him, “I will follow you wherever you go.” Jesus answered him, “Foxes have dens and birds of the sky have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to rest his head.”
And to another he said, “Follow me.” But he replied, “Lord, let me go first and bury my father.” But he answered him, “Let the dead bury their dead. But you, go and proclaim the kingdom of God.” And another said, “I will follow you, Lord, but first let me say farewell to my family at home.” To him Jesus said, “No one who sets a hand to the plow and looks to what was left behind is fit for the kingdom of God.”
The Gospel of the Lord.
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Last week, I was in Italy, in a small town in the Veneto called, Asolo. The town is perched on a hill at the base of the Italian Alps. From my hotel room, I could see endless fields of green carefully tended by farmers.
That scene reminded me of today’s Gospel. Jesus had a knack for using ordinary things to teach us about the kingdom of God – a mustard seed, a lost sheep, an open gate.
Today he uses the image of a farmer plowing his fields, much like those who work the fields of Asolo. “No one who sets a hand to the plow and looks to what was left behind is fit for the kingdom of God,” he says.
What does a farmer have to do with being “fit” for the kingdom of God?
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While plowing his fields, a farmer has to remain focused on the path ahead. If he looks back, then he’ll ending up with awkward or zig-zag lines, effectively ruining his fields, making them difficult to tend.
The same idea applies to discipleship. When we follow the Lord, we should not look back or dwell on the past; our focus is always the future.
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Consider the people who want to follow Jesus in today’s Gospel, but have other responsibilities to attend to first.
“I will follow you, Lord,” they say. “But first let me go and bury my father,” one says. “Let me say farewell to my family at home,” says another.
Burying your father… saying farewell to your family. In both cases, these individuals are like farmers turning backward; they’re looking to the past, to what has been, instead of to what will be.
It seems harsh for the Lord to deny someone the opportunity to say their “goodbyes,” but they cannot wait; when Jesus calls, they must go. The plow is moving forward.
Think of the moment when Jesus called his disciples. Peter and Andrew were mending their nets along the shores of Galilee. James and John were with their father Zebedee. Matthew was standing at the customs post.
When the Lord came, they dropped their nets… they left their father… they quit their jobs and followed him.
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So, what might this mean in our own lives?
Perhaps we wonder if we should’ve done things differently in life:
What if we had raised our children differently; if we had taken another career path; if we had worked harder to save a relationship; if we had taken the road less traveled?
What if? What if? What if?
God is not in that world of “what ifs.”
God is in the world of “what is.” … and “what will be.”
Like a farmer tending his fields, God is looking ahead. The future is vast; the fields are wide; the plow is moving forward.
“No one who sets a hand to the plow and looks to what was left behind, is fit for the kingdom of God.”
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Like those who want to follow Jesus in today’s Gospel but remain hesitant, is there a part of me that still resists moving forward? Am I clinging to part of my past that isn’t part of my future?
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Instead of dwelling on mistakes or missteps, the Lord invites us to learn from them, facing the future with hope.
Perhaps your road ahead involves teaching your grandchildren what you learned from being a parent. Or mentoring young people – opening a door for them, imparting a skill – offering things you might’ve wanted at their age, but may not have had.
This is a fundamental lesson in the spiritual life: regardless of what lines we’ve drawn in our past – successful or not… the plough keeps moving forward.
Jesus is moving forward.
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“No one who sets a hand to the plow and looks to what was left behind is fit for the kingdom of God.”
Only those who keep moving forward, facing the open fields with Christ.
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