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Gospel: Matthew 13: 1-9
On that day, Jesus went out of the house and sat down by the sea.
Such large crowds gathered around him
that he got into a boat and sat down,
and the whole crowd stood along the shore.
And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying:
“A sower went out to sow.
And as he sowed, some seed fell on the path,
and birds came and ate it up.
Some fell on rocky ground, where it had little soil.
It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep,
and when the sun rose it was scorched,
and it withered for lack of roots.
Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked it.
But some seed fell on rich soil, and produced fruit,
a hundred or sixty or thirtyfold.
Whoever has ears ought to hear.”
The Gospel of the Lord.
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I’m sure we all want our hearts filled with that fertile soil which Jesus blesses in today’s Gospel. It bears thirty, sixty, or a hundred-fold.
But fertile soil is only fertile because first it has been broken.
In order to make soil fertile, you must crush it, break it open, and repeatedly separate it. After this period of chaos, the ground is ready to receive life.
When placed inside that broken soil, seeds begin to grow. Any plant that bears good fruit was once a tiny seed placed inside soft, fertile soil.
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The same is true for us. When we experience heartache or sorrow, our hearts are broken open like fresh soil. That wound within bears fruit – thirty, sixty, or a hundred-fold.
But Jesus tells us that we have a say in what type of fruit that will be.
Without faith, our hearts can dry up like dirt, leading to bitterness and anger.
But with faith, we can mysteriously begin to bear good fruit – thirty, sixty, or a hundredfold.
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For example, knowing the sorrow that death brings, can allow us to grow in empathy, ministering to others in a more compassionate way.
Knowing the twinge of hunger can motivate us to feed others who have empty stomachs.
Knowing the pain of loneliness can inspire us to visit others, who may otherwise feel forgotten.
In the words of one spiritual writer, Jesus can transform us into, “wounded healers.” I’ve found this to be true in my own life: God has used some of my more painful experiences to make me a more merciful minister of the Gospel.
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May the Lord take whatever is broken within us and bless it, so that we can bear good fruit – thirty, sixty, or a hundredfold.
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Image credits: (1) Redeeming God (2) Ibid. (3) Archdiocese of Los Angeles