Addressing one thing that holds us all captive: Fear.

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Gospel: Mark 10: 17-30

As Jesus was setting out on a journey, a man ran up,
knelt down before him, and asked him,
“Good teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?”
Jesus answered him, “Why do you call me good? 
No one is good but God alone.
You know the commandments: You shall not kill;
you shall not commit adultery;
you shall not steal;
you shall not bear false witness;
you shall not defraud;
honor your father and your mother
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He replied and said to him,
“Teacher, all of these I have observed from my youth.”
Jesus, looking at him, loved him and said to him,
“You are lacking in one thing.
Go, sell what you have, and give to the poor
and you will have treasure in heaven; then come, follow me.” 
At that statement his face fell,
and he went away sad, for he had many possessions.

Jesus looked around and said to his disciples,
“How hard it is for those who have wealth
to enter the kingdom of God!” 
The disciples were amazed at his words.
So Jesus again said to them in reply,
“Children, how hard it is to enter the kingdom of God! 
It is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle
than for one who is rich to enter the kingdom of God.” 
They were exceedingly astonished and said among themselves,
“Then who can be saved?”
Jesus looked at them and said,
“For human beings it is impossible, but not for God. 
All things are possible for God.” 
Peter began to say to him,
“We have given up everything and followed you.” 
Jesus said, “Amen, I say to you,
there is no one who has given up house or brothers or sisters
or mother or father or children or lands
for my sake and for the sake of the gospel
who will not receive a hundred times more now in this present age:
houses and brothers and sisters
and mothers and children and lands,
with persecutions, and eternal life in the age to come.”

The Gospel of the Lord.

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There’s an old saying, “People vote with their feet.” 

Our feet take us where we want to go, and they prevent us from going where we don’t.

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In today’s Gospel, a rich young man’s feet bring him to Jesus.

There’s something very beautiful and ironic about this aristocrat falling at the feet of our penniless Lord. 

Although this man has both a religious heart and material wealth, something is stirring inside of him, which his riches – and even observance of the Law – cannot satisfy. He senses there’s more to life. A deeper, fuller happiness, which he cannot seem to find.

So, let’s give credit where credit is due. He’s a truth-seeking, religiously observant youth who would make any parent proud, even today.

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This man hears of Jesus and seeks him out. “Good teacher,” he says, “what must I do to inherit eternal life?” A sincere, praiseworthy question.

“You know the commandments,” Jesus says. Then he lists a few of them: laws against murder, adultery, theft, lying, defrauding, and the need to honor one’s father and mother.

“All of these I’ve observed from my youth!” the man says. God knows it. But there’s a limit to this man’s devotion; all of the laws Jesus mentions pertain to a person’s relationship with their neighbor, not necessarily one’s relationship with God.

So, looking at him, Jesus, “loves him.” This is the only time in Mark’s Gospel where Jesus is recorded as loving someone. And what does that divine love do?

Like a surgeon carving out a malignant tumor, the Lord cuts through this man’s heart, seeking to remove the one thing suffocating his devotion.

It’s not how much wealth he possesses that matters; rather, it’s how much it possesses him.

“You are lacking in one thing,” Jesus says. “Go, sell what you have. Give to the poor. Then, come, follow me.” Only then can the rich young man love the Lord with all of his heart, mind, body, and soul.

It must’ve felt like a gut punch. This rich young man looks inside of himself and weighs his options. Voting with his feet, he regrettably walks away from the Lord, returning to his estate poorer than when he left. 

This becomes the first time anyone rejects Christ’s invitation to follow him.

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Like each of us, this man wanted to follow Jesus. He wanted to be holy. Just a few verses prior, he runs up to Jesus, seeking his wisdom, eager to do his will. 

Ultimately, what prevents this man from following the Lord is something we can all suffer from at times: 

Fear.

He’s afraid of taking a leap of faith.

He’s afraid that, if he gives up all of his belongings, then he won’t be happy. He’ll be sad. He’s afraid that, if he follows Jesus, then the Lord will take everything fun away from him. He’s afraid of missing out on life. 

He’s afraid that “eternal life” might only come after years of suffering; of generous, penniless living.

Perhaps this man walked away that day hoping there was still another way; an easier, way; a road more traveled, allowing him to maintain the status quo, some semblance of a relationship with God.

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I’ve felt this fear in my own life. I remember walking through the doors of the seminary fifteen years ago, starting my studies for the priesthood. 

I wondered deep inside, “Can I really do this? Can I give up all that Jesus mentions in today’s Gospel – my mother, my father, children, land, a home, all for his sake? What if I’m not good at it? Can I compromise with God? What if I fail?”

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My brothers and sisters in Christ, what happens to the rich young man? He chooses his possessions; the path of perceived security; he gives into his fear.

He “walks away sad.” 

Sad because he missed out on the opportunity to do something great; to discover Jesus; to seize the opportunity to satisfy his deepest hunger.

Do the fears of the rich young man resonate with you? Have you ever been afraid of letting something or someone go for Jesus, trusting he will give even more in return?

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As we approach this altar, may we vote with our feet, leaving behind whatever holds us captive.

Take the leap of faith.

Allow God to show what the path he traces leads to: joy and peace, signs of eternal life to come.

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Image credits: (1) Home Alone (2) Adobe Stock (3) Christ Walking on Water, Julius von Klever

“Whatever God has given me to do, I intend to do it all.” – Pope Saint John XXIII

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Gospel: John 21: 15-17

After Jesus had revealed himself to his disciples and
eaten breakfast with them, he said to Simon Peter,
“Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these?”
Simon Peter answered him, “Yes, Lord, you know that I love you.”
Jesus said to him, “Feed my lambs.”
He then said to Simon Peter a second time,
“Simon, son of John, do you love me?”
Simon Peter answered him, “Yes, Lord, you know that I love you.”
He said to him, “Tend my sheep.”
He said to him the third time,
“Simon, son of John, do you love me?”
Peter was distressed that he had said to him a third time,
“Do you love me?” and he said to him,
“Lord, you know everything; you know that I love you.”
Jesus said to him, “Feed my sheep.”

The Gospel of the Lord.

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Pope John XXIII, whose feast day we celebrate today, models how to live a healthy spiritual life, balancing personal responsibility with trust in the Lord.

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When he was a young man, he wrote in his diary, “Whatever God has given me to do, I intend to do it all.”

Little did he know just how much he’d be asked to do.

After his ordination to the priesthood, John served in the medical corps and as chaplain during World War One. 

He then became a spiritual director in the seminary. 

Some years later was ordained a bishop. As a bishop, he served in the Vatican foreign service, living all around the world away from his family, including Bulgaria and Turkey.

His two final promotions included becoming a Cardinal, and eventually pope. 

“Whatever God has given me to do, I intend to do it all.”

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I’m sure John would’ve shrieked as a young priest if he had known that one day he’d carry the weight of the entire Catholic Church on his shoulders, having to satisfy the Lord’s command in today’s Gospel: “feed my sheep.”

But as pope, John XXIII ended his prayers each night with the words, “Lord, today I have done all I can. It’s your Church. Now I’m going to bed.”

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What does John’s life teach us?

There are specific tasks that the Lord calls each of us to do – some great, others small. We do our best each day, then go to bed, leaving the rest up to the Lord.

Whatever God has given us to do – great or small – may we do it all.

Pope Saint John XXIII, pray for us.

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Image credits: (1) Catholic Apostolate Center Feast Days (2) Cochrane Street United Church (3) Hobbs

Ask, seek, knock… Receive.

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Gospel: Luke 11: 5-13

Jesus said to his disciples:
“Suppose one of you has a friend
to whom he goes at midnight and says,
‘Friend, lend me three loaves of bread,
for a friend of mine has arrived at my house from a journey
and I have nothing to offer him,’
and he says in reply from within,
‘Do not bother me; the door has already been locked
and my children and I are already in bed.
I cannot get up to give you anything.’
I tell you, if he does not get up to give him the loaves
because of their friendship,
he will get up to give him whatever he needs
because of his persistence.

“And I tell you, ask and you will receive;
seek and you will find;
knock and the door will be opened to you.
For everyone who asks, receives;
and the one who seeks, finds;
and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.
What father  among you would hand his son a snake
when he asks for a fish?
Or hand him a scorpion when he asks for an egg?
If you then, who are wicked,
know how to give good gifts to your children,
how much more will the Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit
to those who ask him?”

The Gospel of the Lord.

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Why do we not always get what we pray for?

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The honest answer is, “I don’t know.”

I think why we get what we pray for is as mysterious why we sometimes don’t. The fact that God listens to us and, at times, answers our prayers exactly as we ask is a marvelous truth in itself.

But there is one thing we always receive in prayer: the Holy Spirit.

As Jesus says in today’s Gospel, “Ask, seek, knock. Then my Father in heaven will give you the gift of the Holy Spirit.” 

Saint Paul says the fruits of the Spirit are, “love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.”

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So, what does this mean for us?

Maybe we’ve been praying for a conflict with someone to end. Even if it hasn’t, through prayer, God will give you the patience and self-control you need to bear it.

Maybe a particular temptation continues to pester you. Through prayer, God will give you the grace you need to resist it and remain faithful to the Gospel.

Maybe a malignant diagnosis for you or a loved one won’t turn benign. Through prayer, God will give you the peace needed to accept it. (I can personally testify to this as my mother was dying).

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Place your needs and desires before the Lord today. Perhaps God will answer you exactly as you wish. I certainly hope so.

But if not, be open to receiving the gifts of the Holy Spirit, who helps us to bear all things, believe all things, hope all things, and endure all things.

God’s loving support for us never fails.

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Image credits: (1) Family Shield Ministries (2) John Templeton Foundation (3) Pinterest, alittleperspective.com