Prayer: Our Daily Bread

***

Gospel: Mark 1: 7-11

This is what John the Baptist proclaimed: 
“One mightier than I is coming after me.
I am not worthy to stoop and loosen the thongs of his sandals.
I have baptized you with water; 
he will baptize you with the Holy Spirit.”

It happened in those days that Jesus came from Nazareth of Galilee 
and was baptized in the Jordan by John.
On coming up out of the water he saw the heavens being torn open 
and the Spirit, like a dove, descending upon him.
And a voice came from the heavens, 
“You are my beloved Son; with you I am well pleased.”

The Gospel of the Lord.

***

Into Resurrection: Baptism of Our Lord
***

This might sound a bit strange, but close your eyes and take a deep breath.

Keep your eyes closed, and exhale.

***

I want you to imagine you’re standing in the middle of a river. 

You know this river has a beginning and an end, but you’re not at either place; you’re standing somewhere in between.

Listen to the water trickle, flowing peacefully downstream. 

If you follow the current, you’ll see a series of twists and turns in the river’s path. 

In spite of the twists, the turns, the rocks, and the brush, the river finds a way to flow forward, never stopping until it reaches its final destination. 

Cryptosporidium in rivers of the world the GloWPa-Crypto model - WUR

***

If your eyes are still closed, now open them.

***

Perhaps this image of a river is an appropriate image for our own lives.

Like that river, we’re neither at the beginning nor the end; we’re all standing somewhere in between. 

And in spite of the many obstacles we face – the twists, the turns, the rocks, the brush – we, too, must find a way to move forward.

So, what are the rocks in my river, the obstacles in my path?

***

Perhaps it’s the stress caused by COVID; unemployment; difficulties in marriage; grief; or uncertainty about the future.

When life is difficult – when we run up against a rock – who do we turn to?

Perhaps we rely upon ourselves, a trusted friend, or a spouse.

More importantly, do we also rely upon God?

***

In the Gospel, Jesus has reached one of the most important turns in the river of his life. 

Ninety percent of his life has already been written, spent quietly in Nazareth. But now everything is changing. 

Jesus’ baptism marks the beginning of his public ministry. After performing a miracle or two, he’ll become a type of celebrity, having to wrestle with all the temptations that come along with being desired.

In order to successfully navigate the remaining twists and turns of his life, Jesus knows he must continue turning to his heavenly Father daily for strength.

Immediately after his baptism, Jesus retreats into the desert for 40 days and 40 nights, preparing his mind and heart for the turns ahead.

The Gospels continue to paint a picture of a prayerful Jesus until the very end of his life, when from the Cross he cries out, “Father, forgive them. They know not what they do.”

***

Why did Jesus specifically choose to go to the desert? Why not go to the  woods for 40 days and nights? - Quora

***

Herein lies an important reminder for us: If Jesus prayed daily throughout the river of his life, then how much more should we? 

***

Too often prayer can be written off as something that only priests, nuns, or “holy” people do. But Jesus says, “I have given all of you an example to follow.”

For example, when grief strikes, we must pray. When we question our future, we must pray. When we need wisdom, we must pray. When a door opens or a door closes, we must pray. 

Prayer – and when possible, Eucharist – is our daily bread.

***

So, what is my prayer life like? 

Is it strong and deep like a river? Shallower like a stream? Or, even dried up like a creek in the sun? 

***

It’s not too late to make a New Year’s resolution: to spend more time with God.

***

Each person’s prayer life will be different.

For example, I pray for an hour every morning. I light a tea candle, put on soft music, and begin sharing my heart with the Lord – whatever needs or concerns I have for that day. 

Pocket-sized Journal for Prayer Notes, Bible Insights - CTA, Inc.

With what time is left, I either journal, write an entry for my blog, pray the Psalms, or just sit in silence. 

Most adults don’t have that kind of time. But you can do something similar: journal; pray the rosary; sit in silence; read the bible or even the “God minute” I post daily online.

That’s all prayer is: sharing our heart with our Father. 

The result should always be the same. Prayer deepens our sense of inner peace, it softens our heart towards God and our neighbor, and it enlightens the path before us. 

***

We’ve now reached 2021, another bend in the river of our lives. Though we don’t know what lies ahead, we do know that our heavenly Father will guide us, just as he guided Jesus.

Perhaps it’s appropriate, then, to end with a prayer. Take another deep breath and close your eyes once again:

Heavenly Father, we come before you this morning seeking your strength, guidance, and peace in 2021. The river of life is full of obstacles – brush, twigs, and rocks – that challenge our path. Soften our hearts to your will. Guide us through the many twists and turns that lie ahead, just as you guided your Son, Jesus, so that one day we may join Him and all who’ve flowed before us into your kingdom, where you live and reign forever and ever. Amen.

River Connections: 50 Years of Wild and Scenic Rivers (U.S. National Park  Service)

Who must I love? (A morning meditation)

***

Reading: 1 John 4:19 – 5:4

Beloved, we love God because
he first loved us. 
If anyone says, “I love God,”
but hates his brother, he is a liar;
for whoever does not love a brother whom he has seen 
cannot love God whom he has not seen. 
This is the commandment we have from him:
Whoever loves God must also love his brother.

Everyone who believes that Jesus is the Christ is begotten by God,
and everyone who loves the Father
loves also the one begotten by him. 
In this way we know that we love the children of God
when we love God and obey his commandments. 
For the love of God is this,
that we keep his commandments.
And his commandments are not burdensome,
for whoever is begotten by God conquers the world. 
And the victory that conquers the world is our faith.

The word of the Lord.

***

Love Thy Neighbor

***

“Whoever does not love a brother whom he has seen, cannot love God whom he has not seen,” John says in our first reading.

***

It seems like a simple idea: love your God by loving your neighbor.

What makes this commandment difficult, however, is defining who our neighbor is.

***

I’ve always been drawn to the Missionaries of Charity, a religious order founded by Mother Teresa. 

They’ve inspired millions around the world because of who they consider their neighbor to be:

The addict. The homeless. The hungry. The infected. The poorest of the poor. 

In a word, the loser.

***

The Teachings of Mother Teresa - Seek First the Kingdom

***

This is what Jesus asks of us, to see his face behind every person, especially those who are down on their luck, or who struggle to love themselves. 

***

Who is someone I struggle to love? Or, how can I expand my view of my neighbor?

***

With God’s grace, may we see them in a different light today. 

“For whoever does not love a brother whom he has seen, cannot love God whom he has not seen.”

***

Missionaries of Charity in Chicago honor new St. Teresa - Chicago Tribune
A picture of the Missionaries of Charity.

You will not drown (A morning meditation)

***

Gospel: Mark 6:45-52

After the five thousand had eaten and were satisfied,
Jesus made his disciples get into the boat
and precede him to the other side toward Bethsaida,
while he dismissed the crowd. 
And when he had taken leave of them,
he went off to the mountain to pray. 
When it was evening,
the boat was far out on the sea and he was alone on shore. 
Then he saw that they were tossed about while rowing,
for the wind was against them. 
About the fourth watch of the night,
he came toward them walking on the sea. 
He meant to pass by them.  
But when they saw him walking on the sea,
they thought it was a ghost and cried out. 
They had all seen him and were terrified. 
But at once he spoke with them,
“Take courage, it is I, do not be afraid!” 
He got into the boat with them and the wind died down. 
They were completely astounded. 
They had not understood the incident of the loaves. 
On the contrary, their hearts were hardened.

The Gospel of the Lord.

***

Jesus Calms the Storm (Lego Animation) | Jesus calms the storm, Biblical  art, Bible art

***

This is the first time that the disciples are without Jesus. And what happens?

***

Disaster strikes!

***

While they’re on a boat crossing the Sea of Galilee, a major storm approaches – one so large it causes these professional fishermen to fear they’re drowning.

Meanwhile, Jesus tries passing them by, walking calmly across the waves. What terrifies the disciples doesn’t seem to disturb Jesus at all.

***

Walking on Water: How Faith in Jesus Christ Empowers Us to Do the  Impossible, Part II | Jest Kept Secret

***

Was this a test?

***

Perhaps.

Keep in mind, the disciples just watched Jesus feed five thousand people with only five loaves of bread and two fish. 

If he can perform a miracle like that, then why would they fear for their safety? Shouldn’t they trust him?

We’d casually say, “Of course.” And yet, “their hearts were hardened.” 

***

Like the disciples, there are times in our lives when it feels like we’re drowning, overwhelmed by the waves of debt; grief; doubt; temptation; or COVID fatigue.

But if Jesus has led us this far in life, then why would he abandon us now?

***

“Take courage,” the Lord says. “Do not be afraid. It is I.” 

Whenever life causes us to lose our balance – like fishermen staggering on a boat – we must trust that the Lord is nearby, walking on the water.

He will calm the storm.

But sometimes we must be patient, remembering we will not drown. 

***

Alone in the Storm | Disciples | Torah Portions