“What do you want me to do for you?” (Mark 10:46-52)

I was in New York City recently, where I came across a young lady hunched over, seated on the sidewalk. Her legs were crossed, shoes dirty, and clothes slightly tattered,.

She clutched a wrinkled Dunkin’ Donuts paper cup in one hand and a sign in the other that read: “I’m not a bad person. Just in a bad situation. Please help.”

It was sad to see how many people walked past her, as if she didn’t exist.

Though she was alone, she still had a name, a story, and even a home – perhaps broken and far away. But her life started somewhere, and it certainly wasn’t there.

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Seeing her reminded me of Bartimaeus, the man who we encounter in today’s Gospel.  He’s blind, homeless, and a beggar.

Just like that girl in New York, people pass him by as if he’s a burden. Or worse, as if he doesn’t exist.

Just look at how the crowds treat him. They try to hush and dismiss him… yet they consider themselves followers of Jesus.

Jesus, on the other hand, listens to him, touches him, and turns his life upside down.

Or, better said, right side up.

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Two weeks ago, we heard the story of the rich young man. You may remember he ran up to Jesus, knelt before him and said, “Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?”

And Jesus, “Looking at him, loved him, and said, ‘You lack one thing. Go, sell what you have and give to the poor. Then, come and follow me.”

But the rich young man, “walked away sad for he had many possessions.”

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The next person we meet is Bartimaeus. Here he is seated on the roadside begging. His legs are crossed, his head titled upward, his voice crying out for spare change.

He’s wrapped in a tattered wool cloak – by far his most important possession – as it not only serves as a way of collecting coins; it’s also his protection from the sun and a blanket at night.

But when he hears that Jesus is coming, what does Bartimaeus do?

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In a rush of desperation, he lunges towards Jesus, leaving his cloak – and the coins resting on it – behind.

It seems like a simple gesture, but Bartimaeus has literally parted with everything he owns, something the rich young man just couldn’t do.

He does this because he’s found the pearl of great price, the one thing the rich young man, the crowds, and even the disciples are still searching for…

Faith.

As Jesus tells him, “Your faith has saved you.” And so Bartimaeus gets up and follows Jesus on the way to Jerusalem.

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That is the final public miracle Jesus performs, a decision he must have made on purpose. So what might he be saying to us?

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I’d suggest two things.

First, Jesus asks us the same question he asked Bartimaeus, “What do you want me to do for you?” 

That is, what is your deepest desire? What do you want from God?

If we approach Jesus with faith – even faith the size of a mustard seed – then surely he will grant it.

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But the second point is this – we’re called to make Jesus’ words our own, asking our neighbors that very same question: “What do you want me to do for you?” 

That is, how might I be of service?

The alternative is to act like the crowds in the Gospel, who walked with Jesus, but failed to act like him.

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Think of that young girl from New York City, whose name was Laura. She really was in a bad situation and needed more help than I could give.

But asking for her name, touching her hand, and offering her a warm meal was a start.

I hoped that chance encounter would in some small way help her to believe in a God who loves her, who often reveals himself in the face of another.

As it has been said, “To love another person is to see the face of God.”

Surely there are others, then, even people in our own lives, who feel like Laura or Bartimaeus – ignored, alone, in need of a friend.

Our call is to ask them the same question that Jesus asks us, “What do you want me to do for you?”

And then do what we can.

 

“I have come to set the world on fire” (Luke 12:49-53)…A Thursday Meditation

“I have come to set the world on fire,” Jesus says.

Fire is often used in scripture as a symbol of divine power.

Just as fire has the ability to scorch, to singe, to separate, so God has the power to remove from our hearts whatever is sinful or impure.

But if Jesus is to do this purifying work within us, then our hearts must be open.

As we hear in the Book of Revelation, what Jesus cannot tolerate is a “lukewarm” heart – one that entertains both good and evil desires.

Such a person is on the fence, undecided about God.

But the Gospel reminds us that we must be either totally for or against Jesus; that middle ground of indecision will be burned away.

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So how strong is the divine fire within us? Has the Lord burned away every impure habit and inclination?

Or are there still lukewarm areas in our lives, places that need to be purified?

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There certainly are for me, which is why the Gospel is so challenging today.

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But Saint Paul tells us, “Whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, think about these things… Then the God of peace will be with you.”

Everything else must go.

 

 

“Jesus, take the wheel…A Sunday Meditation” (Mark 10:17-30)

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If you’ve ever traveled through an airport then you know the drill of going through security.

When it’s your turn, you must empty your pockets, remove your jacket, belt, and shoes, and place your luggage on the conveyor belt before walking through the metal detector.

That “narrow gate” has no extra room for your luggage.

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Isn’t that an appropriate image for life?

We cannot take anything with us when we go, except our faith and the good works we’ve done for others; you might say, what’s in our heart.

This is why Jesus cautions us against riches – they have no lasting value; yet we can spend our entire life in pursuit of them.

But it’s not just riches that can get in our way; some of us may be clinging to an unhealthy habit, an unfulfilling relationship, or above all, the fear of saying, “yes” to God.

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Just consider the man in today’s Gospel.

“Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?” … “Go, sell what you have, and give to the poor,” Jesus says. “Then come, follow me.” 

But he walks away sad, “for he had many possessions.”

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On the surface, this young man was probably a very good person – religious, diligent, attentive, an achiever; even a perfectionist.

As he says to Jesus, “Teacher, all of these commandments I have observed from my youth,” meaning he’s honored his mother and father, he’s never killed anyone, he’s never committed adultery, never stolen anything, never lied.

But being a good person doesn’t necessarily translate into being a good disciple; faith can be much more demanding than that.

“Go, sell what you have,” Jesus says. “And then come, follow me.” 

These are very radical demands. Jesus not only asks this man to sell everything he owns; he also asks him to part with his own plans for the future.

And perhaps that was even more difficult – losing control; giving it to God.

“Come, follow me,” Jesus says. That is, follow the path that I have in mind for you.

But this young man just can’t do it. He wants to live life on his own terms.

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Do you think if he had followed Jesus that he would’ve been happier in the end? Would he ever have regretted saying, “yes” to God?

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This is ultimately a question we all must answer. Will we let God take control of our lives? Will we let him plan our futures? Or will we live life on our own terms?

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Perhaps the greatest obstacle to saying, “yes” to God is fear.

Like this rich young man, it’s the fear that if we allow Jesus to take control, if we put his teachings into practice, then we’ll miss out on life; we won’t have any fun.

It’s the fear that Jesus will challenge us, lead us beyond our comfort zones, down paths we didn’t plan ourselves.

It’s the fear that if we give up our belongings and our habits, we’ll not be happy; we’ll be sad.

Fundamentally, it’s the fear of missing out, or as the Millennials say, “FOMO.”

My brothers and sisters in Christ, this fear is a lie!

Look at what happens to the young man in the Gospel. He walks away sad! He chooses his possessions, he chooses the world, he chooses to live life on his own terms, and he walks way sad…

Although we know ourselves well, God knows us better. God can make us happier than we can make ourselves.

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To our young people, will you entrust your future to Jesus? Will you be open to his voice?

And parents – will you encourage your children to follow him, even if that means saying “yes” to a life of service, such as becoming a missionary, a nun, or a priest?

Will we fight the “FOMO,” the fear of missing out, trusting that the Lord has better plans for us, plans we couldn’t make on our own?

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Jesus asked for everything from the rich young man – his wealth, his heart, and his future. Fortunately, Jesus doesn’t always place the same demands on us; not everyone is called to sell their riches and give them to the poor.

But we are all called to give Jesus our heart – and that includes control of our lives.

For only he can lead us through the “narrow gate” into his kingdom, where we can take nothing with us but what’s inside.