Living Like Saint Paul (A morning meditation)

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Acts: 14: 19-28

In those days, some Jews from Antioch and Iconium
arrived and won over the crowds. 
They stoned Paul and dragged him out of the city,
supposing that he was dead.
But when the disciples gathered around him,
he got up and entered the city. 
On the following day he left with Barnabas for Derbe.

After they had proclaimed the good news to that city
and made a considerable number of disciples,
they returned to Lystra and to Iconium and to Antioch.
They strengthened the spirits of the disciples
and exhorted them to persevere in the faith, saying,
“It is necessary for us to undergo many hardships
to enter the Kingdom of God.”
They appointed presbyters for them in each Church and,
with prayer and fasting, commended them to the Lord
in whom they had put their faith.
Then they traveled through Pisidia and reached Pamphylia.
After proclaiming the word at Perga they went down to Attalia.
From there they sailed to Antioch,
where they had been commended to the grace of God
for the work they had now accomplished. 
And when they arrived, they called the Church together
and reported what God had done with them
and how he had opened the door of faith to the Gentiles.
Then they spent no little time with the disciples.

The Word of the Lord.

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On This Rock: The Stoning of Paul the Apostle

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It’s another tough day for Saint Paul. 

As it says in our first reading from the Acts of the Apostles, “They stoned Paul and dragged him out of the city, supposing that he was dead.”

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Imagine Paul barely breathing… covered in rubble… left for dead.

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Suddenly, that pile of rubble starts to shake. A dusty and bruised Paul emerges victoriously. 

Once taken for dead, he’s now alive again.

You might say that scene foreshadows the resurrection. Paul knows that the day will come when he is laid in a tomb one final time.

But he also knows that – like today – he will rise from the rubble. He’s not afraid; he’s seen the Risen Christ and knows that this is his destiny, as well. 

As he later writes says, “O death, where is your sting? O grave, where is your victory?”

Paul is so convinced of the resurrection that he cannot help but share this news with the world; he’s like a man in love who has to tell everyone about the one who stole his heart.

So, he stands up, shakes the dust from his feet, and continues to preach until he draws his very last breath.

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What would it look like for us to have the faith of Saint Paul? 

Would our behavior change? Would our burdens feel lighter?

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“This is the will of my heavenly Father,” Jesus says, “that you believe in the One he sent.”

In a word, that you live like Saint Paul.

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Two Lessons in the Spiritual Life: Bear fruit and Be Pruned. (A Sunday Meditation)

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Gospel: John 15: 1-8

Jesus said to his disciples:
“I am the true vine, and my Father is the vine grower.
He takes away every branch in me that does not bear fruit,
and every one that does he prunes so that it bears more fruit.
You are already pruned because of the word that I spoke to you.
Remain in me, as I remain in you.
Just as a branch cannot bear fruit on its own
unless it remains on the vine,
so neither can you unless you remain in me.
I am the vine, you are the branches.
Whoever remains in me and I in him will bear much fruit,
because without me you can do nothing.
Anyone who does not remain in me
will be thrown out like a branch and wither;
people will gather them and throw them into a fire
and they will be burned.
If you remain in me and my words remain in you,
ask for whatever you want and it will be done for you.
By this is my Father glorified,
that you bear much fruit and become my disciples.”

The Gospel of the Lord.

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Soul Gardener

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Jesus gives himself many titles.

Last week, for example, he referred to himself as the Good Shepherd. Elsewhere, he calls himself the Bread of life, the Light of the World, and the Resurrection of the dead. 

But none is more challenging than what we hear today: “I am the vine, and you are the branches.”

With this proclamation comes two important lessons in the spiritual life: bear fruit and be pruned.

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The first is the easiest: “Bear fruit.”

At Mass we receive Jesus in the Eucharist. We are nourished with the loving presence of the Lord. Our mission as disciples is to share that love with others throughout the week. 

Anyone who receives Christ but does not share his love with others is not a disciple.

How am I a disciple? How do I share Christ’s love with others? 

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The harder lesson comes next. Even those branches that “bear fruit” do not escape the knife; Christians must be pruned. 

The experience of being pruned is never pleasant. But God’s hand is closest to us while he’s pruning the vine.

Pruning comes in a variety of ways: it’s the discipline we experience during Lent; the anguish of personal trials; dryness in prayer; guilt in our conscience; periods of waiting; separation; grief; or other forms of suffering.

I’m sure we can all recall a painful experience that shaped our spirit. 

But mysteriously, these experiences can also lead to new growth, even new directions in life.

Consider what happened to Christians in the early Church.

It was only after they experienced persecution in Jerusalem that they were motivated to get out. The oppression pruned them, pushing them in various directions, allowing the Gospel message to spread to the ends of the earth.

If they only lived a comfortable existence without any suffering, then perhaps the Gospel message never would’ve left Jerusalem – or at least not for a while.

Pruning pushed the Church forward.

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I’ve felt the Lord’s pruning in my own life, as well.

Many of you know part of my personal story, how my mother had stage IV pancreatic cancer, and how and I left her after learning about her diagnosis to continue studying for the priesthood in Rome.

It was the most difficult decision of my life. But my heavenly Father was pruning me.

Through this experience, God deepened my devotion to Him, strengthened my desire for priesthood, and filled my heart with profound empathy for those who suffer – things that have been immensely helpful in my ministry.

Even a young man studying for the priesthood – a devoted branch bearing good fruit –cannot escape the knife.

Pruning is painful, but it can cause us to grow. 

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Prune Me – Pure Devotion

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Haven’t we all been pruned by COVID? 

Our lives, our society, and even our parish has changed. 

Jesus assures us that good things – new growth – can come out of this. 

I’m sure we’ve all grown in gratitude for the relationships that matter most. Some families have also spent more time together. 

And like those first Christians, we as a Church have the opportunity to think creatively, to leave what’s familiar, to expand our community building efforts, and find new ways to share the Gospel message.

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Another side of pruning involves cutting away the dead branches.

Think about sinful habits, deep-seeded grudges, anger, or unhealthy relationships – things that sap our time and energy without ever bearing fruit. The Lord intends to carve these out of our lives.

Letting go of these unhealthy crutches can be painful, but we become better for it.

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How am I being pruned by the Lord? Am I being invited to grow, change course, or leave a dead branch behind?

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Jesus gives himself many titles. The Good Shepherd, the Bread of life, the Light of the World, the Resurrection of the dead. 

Perhaps none is more challenging than “the vine,” making us his branches. But the closer we remain to him, the stronger and more fruitful we become.

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“Do not let your hearts be troubled.”

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Gospel: John 14: 1-6

Jesus said to his disciples:
“Do not let your hearts be troubled. 
You have faith in God; have faith also in me. 
In my Father’s house there are many dwelling places.
If there were not,
would I have told you that I am going to prepare a place for you?
And if I go and prepare a place for you,
I will come back again and take you to myself,
so that where I am you also may be.
Where I am going you know the way.” 
Thomas said to him, 
“Master, we do not know where you are going;
how can we know the way?” 
Jesus said to him, “I am the way and the truth and the life. 
No one comes to the Father except through me.”

The Gospel of the Lord.

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Leadership Nexus: Loyalty and the Last Supper

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Today’s Gospel passage comes from part of Jesus’ Last Supper discourse as he begins revealing to his disciples that this will be his final night on earth. 

Their faith will be shaken. Their world will be turned upside down. Their Lord will be taken from their midst, soon placed in a tomb. Tomorrow will be dramatically different from today.

Yet he tells them, “Do not let your hearts be troubled.”

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To be “troubled” in the sense that Jesus used it meant to be, “overwhelmed by the fear of death or some other grave evil.”

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Although dark hours are ahead, Jesus assures them, they can proceed in peace. The disciples are being challenged to believe – as sometimes we are – that God is stronger than the evil we face. 

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What troubles me? When do I feel overwhelmed?

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In those moments, turn to the Lord, who whispers quietly in the silence of our hearts, “do not let your heart be troubled.” 

Along with the trial, the Lord provides a way out.

As Saint Paul once wrote, “No trial has come to you but what is human. God is faithful and will not let you be tried beyond your strength; but with the trial he will also provide a way out, so that you may be able to bear it” (1 Corinthians 10:13).


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May the God who opens doors still our hearts with peace.

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