Christians must become like bread: Broken, nourishing, available to all … (A Morning Meditation)

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“Then, taking the five loaves and the two fish and looking up to heaven,
he said the blessing, broke the loaves, and gave them to his disciples to set before the people. They all ate and were satisfied.”
(Mark 6:42-44)

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The multiplication of the loaves is the only miracle recorded in all four Gospels.

Why was it so memorable? 

Jesus did many other things worthy of being told. He raised Lazarus from the dead; he healed the blind, the deaf, the sick, and the lame. 

John even concludes his Gospel with the words:

“There are many other things that Jesus did, but if these were to be described individually, I do not think the whole world would contain the books that would be written” (John 21:25).

Why, then, is the multiplication of the loaves so important?

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It isn’t because Jesus multiplies bread.

Rather, this miracle points towards the greatest miracle of all.

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At the Last Supper, Jesus becomes the bread. 

In his words, “Take this, all of you, and eat of it. For this is my body which will be given up for you. Do this in memory of me.” 

Then Jesus takes the bread, breaks it, and feeds his disciples with it.

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In a sense, that’s what marriage, priesthood, and friendship are all about– learning how to become like broken bread – nourishing, available to all.

Whenever we give ourselves away for the sake of another, we repeat those words of Christ: “This is my body… given up for you.”

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Imagine if all five thousand people fed by Jesus that day asked themselves that question: 

How might I offer myself for the good of another, like broken bread?

And imagine if we did the same.

Where There is Darkness, Let Me Bring Light … (A Sunday Meditation)

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Happy New Year!

It’s hard to believe we’re already five days in to 2020.

If we take a moment to reflect upon 2019, I’m sure most of us can say the year was a mixed bag. There were days we’d love to repeat, days we’d rather erase, and lots of days in between.

You might say we experienced both light and darkness.

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For example, remember how the world stood still on April 15th as we watched Notre Dame Cathedral in Paris nearly burn to the ground.

It was a moment of great sadness; a moment of darkness.

Then in August we saw Hurricane Dorian, one of the most powerful storms on record, destroy entire towns in the Bahamas.

Many residents there remain in darkness.

Then in October, Americans witnessed the trial of Amber Guyger, who was found guilty of shooting an innocent man.

You may remember, she was an off-duty police officer who walked into the wrong apartment after work. Thinking she saw an intruder, she shot a man sitting on his own couch.

The victim’s brother was present at the heartbreaking trial.

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In 2019 we experienced darkness.

We witnessed churches burning, storms brewing, and innocent lives being taken. Dark moments for ordinary people like us. 

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But wherever there is darkness, light can appear.

Herein lies the lesson for us.

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The story of Notre Dame reminded us that the Church is not a physical building. 

As hard as it was to see a house of worship engulfed in flames, we were reminded then and now that we – not a building – are the real body of Christ.

And after Hurricane Dorian, hundreds of people risked their lives to save others, often people they’d never met. In the face of disaster, ordinary people became the light to those who sat in darkness.

And after Amber Guyger was found guilty, the victim’s brother asked if he could hug her before she was led off to prison.

That embrace showed us in the most concrete terms the real power of forgiveness.

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Throughout 2019, ordinary men and women stood up and said, “The darkness will not overcome us. We will be part of the solution. We choose to be light.”

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The same battle between darkness and light occurs in the Gospel.

King Herod is trying to kill the infant Jesus. A moment of real darkness.

Meanwhile the magi are seeking to worship Christ.

After the magi find him, they share what they’ve learned with others, the truth that God has come to save us, people of every race, and tongue, and nation.

The darkness has not overcome us. Evil has not won. Love is victorious.

There’s only one caveat.

As the magi realize, we’re all caught up in this divine plan of bringing light to others, meaning each of us is invited to worship Christ, and then share his light with others.

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We may not find ourselves in a courtroom embracing a guilty party or volunteering for disaster relief in 2020.

But if 2019 has taught us anything, it’s the truth that we can be light in the face of darkness – good in response to evil.

As Saint Francis of Assisi often prayed, “Lord, make me an instrument of your peace. Where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is despair, let me bring hope; where there is darkness, let me bring light.”

How we will follow in the footsteps of those who’ve gone before us remains to be seen.

But the message is clear. In the words of Jesus, “You are the light of the world.”

Shine bright in 2020.

The End of Christmas? (A morning meditation)

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Mary didn’t just go through the motions that first Christmas night. As the Gospel tells us, she “treasured” these events, “reflecting” upon them in her heart. 

How often do we reflect upon the meaning of Christmas? Do we ever go through the motions, returning to life as normal on December 26th?

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By now all of our Christmas gifts have been unwrapped – some gifts stored away, others returned. 

We can literally say Christmas was “last year.” But that doesn’t mean the meaning of it should be in the past. We’re invited to reflect upon our faith – and its relevance in our lives – each and every day.

As it’s written in the Letter to the Hebrews, “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.” He deserves our devotion everyday, not just during the holidays.

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Secondly, the Gospel tells us that Mary wrapped Jesus in swaddling clothes. He wasn’t covered tightly in a “onesie” like so many newborns today; Jesus was wrapped in a blanket.

That blanket carries with it deep symbolic meaning. We are meant to conform ourselves to Christ – to wrap ourselves around him – much like a blanket wrapped around a child. 

The opposite would be trying to make Jesus conform to our own plans, our own wants, and our own ideas of who God should be.

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Mary did the opposite. She accepted the Lord’s plans for her life, even when it was difficult, and she didn’t understand. 

In fact, she was the only person who was present with Jesus when he first opened his eyes in Bethlehem, and present again when he closed them on Calvary.

Two events that made little sense at first.

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That’s the challenge for all of us, to follow Christ from beginning to end, to conform ourselves to him like swaddling clothes wrapped around an infant.

As we begin a new year – in fact a new decade – how can we better conform ourselves to Christ? Where do we need to bend our will to accommodate his?

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Mary treasured the events of Christmas, pondering its meaning in her heart. We are invited to do the same – to consider the relevance of our faith every day of our lives, for, “Jesus Christ is the same – yesterday, today, and forever.”