bRoKeN … bUt… WHOLE.

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Gospel: Mark 4:1-20

On another occasion, Jesus began to teach by the sea.
A very large crowd gathered around him 
so that he got into a boat on the sea and sat down.
And the whole crowd was beside the sea on land.
And he taught them at length in parables, 
and in the course of his instruction he said to them, 
“Hear this! A sower went out to sow.
And as he sowed, some seed fell on the path, 
and the birds came and ate it up.
Other seed fell on rocky ground where it had little soil.
It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep.
And when the sun rose, it was scorched and it withered for lack of roots.  
Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked it 
and it produced no grain.
And some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit.
It came up and grew and yielded thirty, sixty, and a hundredfold.”
He added, “Whoever has ears to hear ought to hear.”

And when he was alone, 
those present along with the Twelve 
questioned him about the parables.
He answered them, 
“The mystery of the Kingdom of God has been granted to you.
But to those outside everything comes in parables, so that
they may look and see but not perceive,
and hear and listen but not understand,
in order that they may not be converted and be forgiven.

Jesus said to them, “Do you not understand this parable?
Then how will you understand any of the parables?
The sower sows the word.
These are the ones on the path where the word is sown.
As soon as they hear, Satan comes at once
and takes away the word sown in them.
And these are the ones sown on rocky ground who,
when they hear the word, receive it at once with joy.
But they have no roots; they last only for a time.
Then when tribulation or persecution comes because of the word,
they quickly fall away.
Those sown among thorns are another sort.
They are the people who hear the word,
but worldly anxiety, the lure of riches,
and the craving for other things intrude and choke the word,
and it bears no fruit.
But those sown on rich soil are the ones who hear the word and accept it
and bear fruit thirty and sixty and a hundredfold.”

The Gospel of the Lord.

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Fertile Fields Photograph by Scott Cameron

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I’m sure we all want our hearts filled with that fertile soil which Jesus blesses in today’s Gospel. It bears thirty, sixty, or a hundred-fold.

But fertile soil is only fertile because it has first been wounded.

Think about it.

In order to make soil fertile, you must break it open, crush it, and repeatedly separate it. Only after this set period of chaos, is the ground ready to receive life.

And when placed inside that soft, broken ground, seeds begin to grow. Some become strong, sturdy plants. Any plant that bears good fruit was once a tiny seed placed inside broken, fertile soil.

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The same is true with us.

When we experience heartache or sorrow, our hearts are broken like fertile soil. That wound within will bear fruit – thirty, sixty, or a hundred-fold.

But Jesus tells us that we have a say in what type of fruit that will be. 

Without faith, our hearts can dry up like dirt, leading to bitterness and anger.                         

But with faith, we can mysteriously begin to bear good fruit – thirty, sixty, or a hundredfold.  

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For example, knowing the sorrow that death brings, can allow us to minister to others in a more compassionate way. 

Knowing the twinge of hunger can motivate us to feed others.

Knowing the ache of desolation can inspire us to pray for others, whose inner well has run dry. 

In the words of one spiritual writer, Jesus can transform us into, “wounded healers.” I know from my own experience, God has used the more painful experiences in my life to make me a more empathetic, merciful minister.

May the Lord take whatever is broken within us and bless it, so that we can bear good fruit – thirty, sixty, or a hundredfold.

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SJB School on Twitter: "In today's Gospel, we hear about the sower who  planted seeds, some of which fell on rocky ground and died and others which  fell on soil producing crops

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Image credits: (1) A Call to Men (2) Fertile Fields, by Scott Cameron (3) SJB School on Twitter

Faith on Trial: Something to ponder on the Feast of St. Paul.

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Acts 22:3-16

Paul addressed the people in these words:
“I am a Jew, born in Tarsus in Cilicia,
but brought up in this city.
At the feet of Gamaliel I was educated strictly in our ancestral law
and was zealous for God, just as all of you are today.
I persecuted this Way to death,
binding both men and women and delivering them to prison.
Even the high priest and the whole council of elders
can testify on my behalf.
For from them I even received letters to the brothers
and set out for Damascus to bring back to Jerusalem
in chains for punishment those there as well.

“On that journey as I drew near to Damascus,
about noon a great light from the sky suddenly shone around me.
I fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to me,
‘Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?’
I replied, ‘Who are you, sir?’
And he said to me,
‘I am Jesus the Nazorean whom you are persecuting.’
My companions saw the light
but did not hear the voice of the one who spoke to me.
I asked, ‘What shall I do, sir?’
The Lord answered me, ‘Get up and go into Damascus,
and there you will be told about everything
appointed for you to do.’ 
Since I could see nothing because of the brightness of that light,
I was led by hand by my companions and entered Damascus.

“A certain Ananias, a devout observer of the law,
and highly spoken of by all the Jews who lived there,
came to me and stood there and said,
‘Saul, my brother, regain your sight.’
And at that very moment I regained my sight and saw him.
Then he said,
‘The God of our ancestors designated you to know his will,
to see the Righteous One, and to hear the sound of his voice;
for you will be his witness before all
to what you have seen and heard.
Now, why delay?
Get up and have yourself baptized and your sins washed away,
calling upon his name.’”

The Word of the Lord.

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I read a line recently, “If you were put on trial for being a Christian, would there be enough evidence to convict you?”

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I’ve not thought about my faith journey in those terms before – needing evidence to prove I’m a Christian. But if anyone were to be put on trial for our faith, as it were, then Saint Paul would be the easiest to convict.

Consider the evidence: 

He’s claimed to see the Risen Lord; his thirteen pastoral letters account for nearly one-half of the New Testament; he is one of the most travelled missionaries in history; he established some of the very first Christian communities.

And he was beaten, stoned, imprisoned, shipwrecked, and left for dead more than once after preaching about his love for Jesus.

Paul didn’t conceal his faith. He was determined to share it, no matter what the cost.

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What about me? What “evidence” might there be to show I’m a Christian?

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Only God knows it all. 

But give others a reason to call you a Christian today.

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Image credits: (1) Inspirational Wall Decal, Amazon.com (2) Conversion of St. Paul, Caravaggio (3) St. Teresa of Calcutta

What is the unforgivable, “Sin against the Holy Spirit?”

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Gospel: Mark 3:22-30

The scribes who had come from Jerusalem said of Jesus, 
“He is possessed by Beelzebul,” and
“By the prince of demons he drives out demons.”

Summoning them, he began to speak to them in parables, 
“How can Satan drive out Satan?
If a kingdom is divided against itself, that kingdom cannot stand.
And if a house is divided against itself, 
that house will not be able to stand.
And if Satan has risen up against himself and is divided, 
he cannot stand; 
that is the end of him.
But no one can enter a strong man’s house to plunder his property 
unless he first ties up the strong man.
Then he can plunder his house.  
Amen, I say to you, all sins and all blasphemies 
that people utter will be forgiven them.
But whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit 
will never have forgiveness, 
but is guilty of an everlasting sin.”
For they had said, “He has an unclean spirit.” 

The Gospel of the Lord.

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What Is the Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit and the Unforgivable Sin?

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There is only one sin that cannot be forgiven, Jesus says in the Gospel today: blaspheming against the Holy Spirit.

We do not know exactly what that means, which is why Christians have been haunted by this passage. Although the literal meaning is unclear, we can still make an educated guess as to what it means.

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One of the primary roles of the Holy Spirit is to forgive sins. For example, in baptism the Holy Spirit washes away the stain of Original Sin.

We return to that same Spirit throughout our lives, particularly in confession. But if a person deadens their conscience to the point that they no longer know the difference between right and wrong, then they cannot be sorry – and therefore – they cannot repent. 

That would be a sin against the Holy Spirit – feeling you aren’t in need of God’s forgiveness.

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Consider it another way.

If you live in darkness long enough, then you lose the ability to see.

If you remain in bed long enough, then you lose the ability to walk.

If you stop speaking a particular language, then you lose your vocabulary.

And if you stop recognizing the difference between right and wrong, then you lose the ability to repent.

That’s the sin against the Holy Spirit.

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In what ways am I in need of God’s forgiveness?

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“Ask and you shall receive,” Jesus says. “Seek and you will find.” 

May all who are in need of God’s forgiveness seek it out, because the only thing that cannot be forgiven is a soul unwilling to repent. 

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The Gifts and Fruits of the Holy Spirit

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Image credits: (1) Pin on Bible Truth, Pinterest (2) Christianity.com (3) Sacred Heart Catholic Church, Conroe, TX