An image of the Christian journey, yours and mine.

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Gospel: John 4:43-54

At that time Jesus left [Samaria] for Galilee.
For Jesus himself testified
that a prophet has no honor in his native place.
When he came into Galilee, the Galileans welcomed him,
since they had seen all he had done in Jerusalem at the feast;
for they themselves had gone to the feast.

Then he returned to Cana in Galilee,
where he had made the water wine.
Now there was a royal official whose son was ill in Capernaum.
When he heard that Jesus had arrived in Galilee from Judea,
he went to him and asked him to come down
and heal his son, who was near death.
Jesus said to him,
“Unless you people see signs and wonders, you will not believe.”
The royal official said to him,
“Sir, come down before my child dies.”
Jesus said to him, “You may go; your son will live.”
The man believed what Jesus said to him and left.
While the man was on his way back,
his slaves met him and told him that his boy would live.
He asked them when he began to recover.
They told him,
“The fever left him yesterday, about one in the afternoon.”
The father realized that just at that time Jesus had said to him,
“Your son will live,”
and he and his whole household came to believe.
Now this was the second sign Jesus did
when he came to Galilee from Judea.

The Gospel of the Lord.

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It’s been said the deepest pain a human can experience is the death of a child.

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In today’s Gospel, a desperate father approaches Jesus, begging him to heal his son. Adding to the anguish of the story, this man has traveled from Capernaum to Cana in search of the Lord, a wrenching 20-mile journey. 

Imagine walking that distance, knowing your child is deathly ill at home.

Upon finding Jesus, this father begs him for a miracle. So, the Lord tells him plainly, “You may go; your son will live.” This father believes what is spoken and begins his journey home – a journey filled with faith and hope.

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That 20-mile return – some 40,000 steps – serves as a beautiful image of the Christian life.

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Our Christian journey begins at baptism, when we first encounter Christ. That divine encounter is meant to forever change our perspective on life, as Jesus assures us, “Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved.”

The rest of our days are meant to be like that father walking home. The anxiety and fear he once experienced looking for Christ have been replaced by the gifts of the Spirit.

We see the fruit of his encounter with Christ, as his son is not only brought back to life physically, but the entire household also comes to believe in the Lord.

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How is my own journey of faith going? Am I like that father anxiously searching for Christ? Or have I had an encounter with God that has forever changed my perspective?

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May the Lord stir up the waters of baptism within us, guiding our feet into the way of peace.

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Image credits: (1) The Christian Journey (2) Ars Technica (3) Reasoned Cases for Christ

A fresh look at the Prodigal Son.

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Gospel: Luke 15: 1-32

Tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to listen to Jesus,
but the Pharisees and scribes began to complain, saying,
“This man welcomes sinners and eats with them.”
So to them Jesus addressed this parable:
“A man had two sons, and the younger son said to his father,
‘Father give me the share of your estate that should come to me.’
So the father divided the property between them.
After a few days, the younger son collected all his belongings
and set off to a distant country
where he squandered his inheritance on a life of dissipation.
When he had freely spent everything,
a severe famine struck that country,
and he found himself in dire need.
So he hired himself out to one of the local citizens
who sent him to his farm to tend the swine.
And he longed to eat his fill of the pods on which the swine fed,
but nobody gave him any.
Coming to his senses he thought,
‘How many of my father’s hired workers
have more than enough food to eat,
but here am I, dying from hunger.
I shall get up and go to my father and I shall say to him,
“Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you.
I no longer deserve to be called your son;
treat me as you would treat one of your hired workers.”’
So he got up and went back to his father.
While he was still a long way off,
his father caught sight of him, and was filled with compassion.
He ran to his son, embraced him and kissed him.
His son said to him,
‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you;
I no longer deserve to be called your son.’
But his father ordered his servants,
‘Quickly bring the finest robe and put it on him;
put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet.
Take the fattened calf and slaughter it.
Then let us celebrate with a feast,
because this son of mine was dead, and has come to life again;
he was lost, and has been found.’
Then the celebration began.
Now the older son had been out in the field
and, on his way back, as he neared the house,
he heard the sound of music and dancing.
He called one of the servants and asked what this might mean.
The servant said to him,
‘Your brother has returned
and your father has slaughtered the fattened calf
because he has him back safe and sound.’
He became angry,
and when he refused to enter the house,
his father came out and pleaded with him.
He said to his father in reply,
‘Look, all these years I served you
and not once did I disobey your orders;
yet you never gave me even a young goat to feast on with my friends.
But when your son returns
who swallowed up your property with prostitutes,
for him you slaughter the fattened calf.’
He said to him,
‘My son, you are here with me always;
everything I have is yours.
But now we must celebrate and rejoice,
because your brother was dead and has come to life again;
he was lost and has been found.'”

The Gospel of the Lord.

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This is one of Jesus’ most famous parables. The danger of being overfamiliar with it is that it can become like salt that’s lost its taste, which begs the question: is it possible for us to see this story in a new way? 

Consider it through the eyes of someone else.

Rembrandt’s Return of the Prodigal Son is one of the most stirring paintings in Christian art. It captures the moment the prodigal son returns home – filthy, broken, humbled, and now, grateful.

Perhaps Rembrandt can offer us a different perspective on this familiar story.

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In the painting, the prodigal son’s shaven head robs him of his individuality, making him an anonymous soul. Anyone who’s searched for unconditional love where it cannot be found has been in his shoes. 

His mustard undergarments barely cover his emaciated body. The muddy soles of his feet reveal a long, humiliating journey home.

He’s lost everything. His sole possession is his sword – barely visible – the only remaining sign of his nobility and dignity. 

The fact that he’s returned home with it secured to his waist reveals that, even in his darkest hour, this son remembered who he was, and whose he was. Home, he rests his weary head against his father’s beating heart.

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The father’s left hand is slightly larger than his right. 

His left hand is strong and muscular, reminding his son of the power he also bears within himself, enabling him to overcome the sins of his past and move on with his life.

The father’s right hand is soft and tender, exuding compassion and understanding. It’s slight like the hand of a mother soothing a broken child, reminding us that God’s love is also maternal.

The father’s large red cloak envelops his son, whose face looks like a baby still forming in his mother’s womb, reminding us of the prodigal son’s youth; his conscience is still forming.

As God says through the prophet Isaiah, “Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will never forget you.”

The father’s eyes are closed, giving the impression that he’s blind to his son’s past, his sins washed away in love.

Such is the case whenever we return from our wanderings; our Father sees not our past, but our future.

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Yet, I’ve found both personally and in ministry, that one of the great challenges in the spiritual life is to truly experience God’s forgiveness in our hearts. Although we hear the words, “I absolve you,” how often do we still carry our guilt beyond the confessional?

Past memories can feel like an invisible scarlet letter, which never really leaves. Only when we accept God’s unconditional love in our very core can we leave our past behind.

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Still, the hardest conversion to go through is that of the older brother, who never left, but may have wondered about life over the hills without actually wandering.

Unlike his rebellious younger brother, he’s driven by duty.

“All these years I served you and not once did I disobey your orders,” he says to his father. “But when your son returns who swallowed up your property with prostitutes, for him you slaughter the fattened calf?”

In his fury, the angry older brother cannot grasp the truth that love is not earned; it’s freely given. “My son,” his father says, “you are here with me always. Everything I have is yours.”

So, it is with us. God’s love for us is never earned; it’s freely given. Even when we wander beyond the hills, God leaves his lantern lit, hanging it in the window.

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The only “problem” with this story is that Christ leaves it unfinished.

We don’t know whether the son amended his life or ran off again. Did he become a father himself, tilling the same land, seeking to instill the wisdom he gained from his experience into his own children?

Was he reconciled with his older brother? Did his brother ever rid himself of his bitterness and judgment? 

The fact that these questions remain unanswered leaves the story perpetually in the present.

So, which of these three characters do I identify with the most?

Am I the prodigal son who’s discovered the emptiness of life beyond the hills? Have I sought unconditional love where it cannot be found?

Am I the dutiful older brother? Do I feel like God’s love must be earned?

Am I the father, who loves freely, and longs for reconciliation?

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Rembrandt must’ve captured himself in this painting, perhaps at different stages of his life.

But this Lent, may we all strive to live like our Father, whose love is prodigal – freely given and without condition or limit.

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Image credits: (1) Rembrandt, Return of the Prodigal Son (2) Ibid. (3) Ibid.

The fulfillment of the Law.

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Gospel: Mark 12: 28-34

One of the scribes came to Jesus and asked him,
“Which is the first of all the commandments?”
Jesus replied, “The first is this:
Hear, O Israel!
The Lord our God is Lord alone!
You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart,
with all your soul,
with all your mind,
and with all your strength.

The second is this:
You shall love your neighbor as yourself.
There is no other commandment greater than these.”
The scribe said to him, “Well said, teacher.
You are right in saying,
He is One and there is no other than he.
And to love him with all your heart,
with all your understanding,
with all your strength,
and to love your neighbor as yourself

is worth more than all burnt offerings and sacrifices.”
And when Jesus saw that he answered with understanding,
he said to him,
“You are not far from the Kingdom of God.”
And no one dared to ask him any more questions.

The Gospel of the Lord.

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What does it look like for a person to fulfill the Law as the Lord describes in today’s Gospel?

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Perhaps one of the greatest examples is that of Saint Paul, the greatest missionary of his age.

Paul not only sailed the open seas preaching the Gospel in foreign lands; he also travelled more than 10,000 miles on foot, often enough in danger of losing his life! Over the course of his journey, he was beaten, shipwrecked, imprisoned, and left for dead.

But his stubbornness converted souls.

In his final pastoral letter, Paul wrote to his “spiritual son,” Timothy, saying, “As for me, the time of my departure is at hand. I have competed well; I have run the race to the finish; I have kept the faith.”

Faith which came at a very high cost.

Here Paul uses athletic language, leaving the impression that he’s exhausted himself after years of toil. 

This particular word, “departure,” literally means, “to remove the yoke from an ox,” giving the impression that Paul feels the weight of his ministry is being lifted from his shoulders. He’s done what was his to do.

So, who will bear the weight of his ministry now? Timothy, who represents the next generation.

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Each of us in our own way is a successor to Saint Paul, and therefore to Christ. Our baptism incorporates us into his body, compelling us to do his will.

So, how do we know if we’ve done God’s will and fulfilled the Law each day?

One example I practice is to look at a crucifix at the end of each night. If I can gaze upon the Lord honestly with a sense of tiredness because I’ve tried to love Him and my neighbor as best I can, then I believe I’ve done what he’s asked of me that day.

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While none of us may rival the accomplishments of Saint Paul, we can each follow his example by preaching Christ crucified in our words and actions.

Then, when our time comes, we can say in the words of Zechariah, “Lord, now you may let your servant go in peace.” 

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Image credits: (1) Love and Law, More than Useless (2) Paul of Tarsus, Peter Paul Rubens (3) Krystal Craven Christian Music